And just like that, September flew by quickly like it had somewhere to go. Oh boy, how I wanted it to pass by so fast.
The month made unexpected twists and turns in the early weeks. One major life journey that I had been looking forward to has been forbidden by fate.
Naturally, I was heartbroken. "Prepared" for this journey is an understatement. I have already planned out my life had that door opened up for me.
But that's the thing about tomorrows, we never know what's in store for us.
The younger versions of myself would have sulked all the way through. They would have blamed anything and everything in her way. Luckily, they have grown.
She was on the verge of tears after the bad news. But the BAD B*TCH in her took over. But of course, before becoming this 40% better b*tch, I was not alone. Overcoming this disappointment was possible through the supportive people around me. It made me closer to them even more.
Also, being honest with my feelings of regret, being lost for a moment, and clouded thoughts helped me to re-focus and re-calibrate my goals in life. After bouncing back, I could see the hope in the world again. I know I will find my place someday.
Right now, this is where I am stationed to be. To serve the people around me and for me to learn from them.
Just play the right tunes and you'll get back on track in no time. Some are old, some are new. But together, they have etched a place in my memory like it's the rising action chapter of a book.
SEPTEMBER 2019 PLAYLIST
Down To Earth - UMI
Better Off [Reloaded] - Ariana Grande ft. SZA
Honey - Kehlani
Slow Dancing In The Dark (Acoustic Remix) - Joji
Intro (The xx Cover) | Sofar NYC - City of the Sun
Lover - Taylor Swift
In My Head - Ryland James
Somewhere In Between - D'Sound feat. Armi Millare
Everlasting - Albert Posis
Lava Walk - MANILA GREY
Breathe 🐬 Head In The Clouds - Joji & Don Krez
How Do You Sleep? (Sleep Mix) - Sam Smith
Nothing - Bruno Major
Malibu Nights - LANY
20 Something - SZA
Hurts 2B Human - P!nk ft. Khalid
Balay Ni Mayang - KZ Tandingan & Epy Quizon
Show Me Love - Alicia Keys ft. Miguel
Ocean - Lady Antebellum
Check it out right here.
Happy listening,
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